Not a very Merry Monday

I am actually having second thoughts whether to publish this or not coz I don't want this blog to be full of nega vibes.  But I realized that there is a lesson to be learned here at the end of this simple story .

  

I don’t really get mad easily but when I snap, I really snap. And snapped I did early Monday morning at home.I really don’t want to have a nega Monday, I want a Merry Monday but when I saw my closet and realized that I don’t have any pants to wear yun na mga kapatid…. 

My mouth was like a machine gun, dere-deretso, walang patid. And I hated myself because that situation called for patience and I did not have the heart to give one.  

I know, that was cruel of me. And now I realized that that moment was a test from God, He was testing my patience after all. Sadly, I failed him. Again. The Good news is He always forgives and He always gives a lot of chances.  And that’s what I should do with our help regardless she wrong or not. I am sorry my dear, good thing you weren’t in yet. Hehehe, the people who heard my rants were the yaya and my Mom.

Anyway here’s a short prayer from St. Francis of Assissi to help me get through this Monday. It may have started wrong, but it is never too late to end it right….

“Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; where there is sadness, joy.

O, Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love; For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; it is in dying that we are born again to eternal life. Amen.”