Rains don't usually get me. I even love rainy days because of the romantic ambiance it gives. Frosted window glass because of the mist coming from the rain drops. Cool wind outside, caressing my cheeks. Sipping a very hot cup of coffee or choco depending on my moods while wrapped in my favorite sweater to keep me warm.
Ganyan ko tingnan ang rainy days, kahit pa stormy pa yan para sa akin romantic pa rin. So, anyare!?!
Wala lang. I woke up like this. It's not the rain, definitely, kasi I woke up sunny outside, pero ewan ko ba, emo lang ako ngayon. Not in a negative way, mejo positive ng konti but more on the side of being neutral na.
Anu ba point ko? Wala lang. I noticed that parang wala na akong pakialam. Basta I will say what I want to say, regardless kung agree sila or not. Basta I said my piece. Wala na rin akong pakialam, what others say of me. Regardless kung positive or not, lalo na kung not maganda.
Siguro tama sila, as you grow older, you learn to let go of the past. You are only focus on the now and how you are living it. You learn to choose your battles, because not all battles are meant to be fought. You learn to keep quiet and not give a damn about what they say nor what they think. They can say anything and you don't get pissed because you know yourself more than they know you. What matters is that I am not stepping on anybody's toes.
I am more confident of myself. Or rather I know myself more, what pisses me off, what I love, what I hate, what makes me laugh, what makes me cry. I know more about me than 10 years, 20 years ago. In fact I learn to love me more, me who's created perfectly imperfect by our God almighty.
Ang drama na, kakainis :) To end this post, let me share a very appropriate quote that I can relate to:
Have a nice day! May you end your day the way you pictured it to be. And when you wake up tomorrow, thank our Lord above for another day given to us. Another day to be contented and grateful for the blessing of acceptance, Acceptance of Ourselves and Acceptance for Others as well.
